MY FUNNY Valentine

[Girl]

You are my funny valentine...stupid, idiot valentine. Standing in middle of busy road giving a foolish smile....lemme kiss you..you rrrrr my funny valentine...you make me smile...you made live those awesome times..yeah…happy times..you are...you are mine...you are my funny valentine..!

[boy]

I have been here for long….so long..!!While walking through i realized that people just wane blow you up, Beat you uup in every possible way...They Show as they are darker.. but in reality i am the darkest...!!

Oh shit.. I ain’t worried about nobody ...not a single person coz he is the third person when i am with you baby..Not a single muscle of my brain irks nor hurts..but still the third person thinks m so worried...m not drunk just so involved in colours of emotion..hi..hi..hi..

I am big Fan of experiences...some say i see clearly indeed m a illusionist..i am maniac, i always loved roller coasters..i know the way it works...last time if u remember we had been on it too.. Oh your sounds were simply beautiful...i wish u would have been here to see d record tunes..

 though u r not..which make me low..

Now i only bleed through words..but... Enjoy every night,stars..cool breeze...oh yes..d dew too..like u used to do...!

I still remember you cried and slap my cheek..you loved me all through d moment but didnt admitted..he he..he..

Thank god at last u got my point of view and after a week you finally sung those 3 words leaving my brain marinated with all you...oh that was actually so new !!

[Girl]

You are my funny valentine...stupid, idiot valentine. Standing in middle of busy road giving a foolish smile....lemme kiss you..you rrrrr my funny valentine...you make me smile...you made live those awesome times..yeah…happy times..you are...you are mine...you are my funny valentine..!

[boy]

Sun is ONN, birds chirping. I wake up under the bed again, that was certain i was not drunk just filled emotional wine..Dealing sorrows, ok ok….i leave it..

Make me a coffee n lemme take a shower, I am m clearing this mud all over me..i gotta be up for everyone around..Lemme eat some bullshit coz no one yells on me now for what i eat now..he he hi hi..

I am not sure...but you can say definitely i am not always positive as i am now, but i never tried to be bad nor reluctant which can make me lose my loved ones....my inner dies every second but i light another me...i have to be up..!!

I have been in arms of yours to just to be happy..now listen to the music i created...this is just beautiful as it is all about you and me...it has reggae as u always liked it baby..!!!

He..he..he..dont worry i m not dying..m gonna live another 100, I’ll be a scientist and built a time capsule...reach you…live that time again with you baby...we will live it again and again all over..u and me together once again baby..

We will celebrate valentine once again coz i don’t celebrate my day with you dead, oh baby..

[Girl]

You are my funny valentine...stupid, idiot valentine. Standing in middle of busy road giving a foolish smile....lemme kiss you..you rrrrr my funny valentine...you make me smile...you made live those awesome times..yeah…happy times..you are...you are mine...you are my funny valentine..!

back on track..

m back to blogging...!!!

U MusT UnDerSTAnd THIS....

You hold the answers deep within your own mind.

Consciously, you've forgotten it.

That's the way the human mind works.

Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us

to entertain, we reject it.

We erase it from our memories.

But the imprint is always there."

The pain that grips you

The fear that binds you

Releases life in me

In our mutual

Shame we idolize

To blind them from the truth

That finds a way from who we are

Please don't be afraid

When the darkness fades away

The dawn will break the silence

Screaming in our hearts

My love for you still grows

This I do for you

Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try and be real.

And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

I Can't wash it all away

I Can't wish it all away

I Can't cry it all away

I Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you

Listening to you breathe

The life that flows inside of you

Burns inside of me

Hold and speak to me

Of love without a sound

Tell me you will live through this

And I will die for you

Cast me not away

Say you'll be with me

For I know I cannot

Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."

"Never... Never."

I Can't fight it all away

I Can't hope it all away

I Can't scream it all away

It just won't fade away, No,no, no ,no.

I Can't wash it all away

I Can't wish it all away

ICan't cry it all away

I Can't scratch it all away

"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."

"Because I'm dying too."

"Because I'm dying too."

been a minut together..!!

its been a minute since we been official, i think its beneficial

for the both of us if we over but we pretend our issues

are nonexistant, its hard to miss em, we blind though

we fallen victim, your heart is prison to my soul

but now i'm breaking free, you on some other shit

fucking with my bliss because you need someone to suffer with

i know i said this shit a million other times

how i seem to slip your mind again but still your stuck in mine

love is blind...i'm ignoring the truth

hear and accepting what the stories are according to you

when all the proof is showing otherwise

your truest colors, but i choose to go in color blind, who could know the sunny skies

were only temporary, were inside a hurricane

but we pretending every thing is fine, and nuthin changed

but whats the same? in reality... we grown apart

we both are different, no one listens to a broken heart

because they think the one who broke it is the only one

who knows the way to piece it back together, and i'm hoping some

times that its true..because its hard to picture life without you

and plus i dont wanna admit that they were right about you

or maybe more than that, its hard to say that i was wrong

pride was always what divided us, you'd never ride a long

and let me take the drivers seat

but i wouldnt either, looking deeper i can see whatever way we try to keep

pretending we're a happy couple, we're only growing bitter

throwing wood onto the fire, saw the flame but no one figured

it would burn live and learn, its a lesson taught

through the stress you caused, knew my buttons and you'd press em hard

never thought i'd say it, but i'm better off to face it

my heart was just a game, you ripped my chest apart to play it

if home is where the heart is

then you use to be the roof over my head, but now i'm homeless and i'm heartless

Neva Changing!!

I know it's been a minute but I been living in your dust still

wishing you would turn around and pick me up cuz I don't have enough will

my cup filling up but someone put a hole in the bottom

and I'm holding onto hope that I can float to the top

and no one got a path quite like mine

if I dim the light around me then my light might shine

a little brighter, at least appear that it does..

and I'm coming to the point where push is nearing to shove

I really just want to slow down, figure out my own sound

and not feel like a stranger in my own town

but now I'm here, I'm part of the crowd..

I made it far but it's so hard to be proud

cuz there's a long way on the road that I'm traveling

I'm battling the rapids of the flow as I'm paddling

it's slowly unravelling, I try to stop it

I can't, got the key and now I got to find a lock

it's a toxic environment, I'm lost in the fire

at the bottom as you sitting at the top and admiring

it's beauty, I'm dying in it's flames

pretending for a second that their mind is gonna change

and somebody will save me, I know they really never will

maybe they would help me if they only had a better feel

probably not though, and so I stay to myself

cuz it's a waste of my time if I'm waiting for help

I been here for so long, waiting for somebody to change

and come here where I've gone, and take me back

in the back of my brain I think 'maybe somebody could save me'

no one ever does so I'm stuck never changing

but I think 'maybe somebody could save me'

no one ever does so I'm stuck never changing

REal ThiNg..

See i never thought i could be this happy, before back days everything was badly.




Everythig went so wrong, i wanted to be strong just like king-kong.



Im sitting here writting this song, just keep fake smiling all nightlong.



The pain in my chest its getting bigger, harder, stronger.



Its like to get a hard, strong punch from a boxer.



im gonna open my eyes to the real world.



And stop living a big lie and just try.



its gonna be alright...



Dont stop belive tonight.



Dont take your flight to the sky.

bye..!!

m leaving u,....my self.........

if possible always keep a smile with u..!!


cheers!!